Survivors’ Voices: Finalising the Global Reparations Study in the Central African Republic
Project Update Central African Republic 28 October 2024
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As part of our work in the Central African Republic, we are putting the final touch on the Global Reparations Study (GRS). Wrapping up one such study means seeking the validation of the survivors who contributed to it. Using our co-creation methodology, the participants express how they perceive the study and recommendations and provide suggestions if changes are required. The organisation of validation workshops last month in Dékoa and Bangui was the last step before a public launch occurs.
Returning from the Central African Republic (CAR) after conducting a series of validation workshops with survivors of conflict-related sexual violence, I remember their laughter despite the tough situation they are still in. These workshops were an essential part of the Global Reparations Study recently completed in CAR. The atmosphere was a mixture of reflection, vulnerability, and cautious optimism about their situation, as survivors came together to review the findings and provide their feedback. It was a necessary step, a moment to reflect and align expectations for survivors before GSF and partners progress into the interim reparative measures project.
As we began each workshop, we used photos from previous sessions held in Bangui and Dékoa to break the ice, allowing participants to express the solidarity they shared. This simple gesture was powerful, bringing smiles to faces and easing the tension before diving into deeper, more painful discussions.
Suicidal thoughts, stigma and health
One of the unexpected, yet critical issue which emerged from the gathering was the discussion of suicidal thoughts. The survivors shared how stigma, often reinforced by their own families or neighbours, isolated them further. Many confirmed that dark thoughts were something they had experienced. As soon as they tried to voice concerns or take initiatives, they were reduced to their identity as "victims of rape," a label they felt trapped by.
Without surprise, their most important needs are centred around medical and psychological care. Many survivors don’t have the financial means to go to the doctor and prefer to buy medicines at the expense of a proper diagnosis or treatment, fuelling a cycle of health complications. This reality underscores their economic struggles and points to a significant gap in healthcare access, which they highlighted as a critical area for reparation. As one survivor put it:
In the recommendations, we must insist on free medical care. It is not normal that we, the survivors, still have to look for money to pay for a doctor’s consultation.
Others spoke about their current lives and future hopes, expressing a sense of abandonment from the government and organisations working in the country.
Children born of rape: an unspoken struggle
Another important point that came up was on how to speak to children born of rape about their origins. In Dékoa, this conversation was especially emotional. Many survivors feel the need to tell their children the truth but are completely lost on how to do it. What happened to their mother? Why are they stigmatised or abandoned by family member? The weight of this dilemma was clear, and it revealed another part of their trauma—one that isn’t always spoken about but is deeply felt.
Little hopes in the government
When the topic of reparations came up, many survivors expressed deep scepticism. In Bangui, while they are familiar with the Truth, Justice, Reconciliation, and Reparation Commission (CVJRR), there is little hope that the Commission will effectively start working and that the State will follow through. However, the recent ruling by the Special Criminal Court on provided a glimmer of hope, showing that justice, though slow, is possible. Despite their strong desire to obtain justice and see perpetrators behind bars, very few survivors have filed complaints due to the cost incurred each time (providing medical certificates, birth certificates). The immense efforts required each time are compounded with the fear of not being believed create a profound disbelief in any new initiatives proposed by the government.
In Dékoa, many only see non-governmental organisations as capable of offering any form of support, but participants voiced frustration with humanitarian assistance that often feels piecemeal. Projects might address one need but leave others unmet, leaving survivors caught in a series of referrals and unmet expectations.
When we discussed symbolic and collective reparations, the consensus was clear: while ceremonies, apologies, and memorials are important, they are not enough on their own. One participant said: “Even if the State asks for forgiveness or comes to listen to me, how can I accept it if my situation doesn’t change? Every time, I remember the violence as if it was committed yesterday. I am not ready for that.”

Activities during the workshops
The discussions were intense, but we tried to balance the heaviness with lighter moments. A psychosocial assistant from the Dr. Denis Mukwege Foundation helped guide the sessions. We included meditation exercises, singing, dancing, and even games to allow the survivors to laugh and relax in between difficult conversations. It was heartening to see them smile, even if just for a moment, and leave the workshop with a positive memory of the experience.
I was struck by how well the survivors remembered the initial discussions from 2021, often recalling details with great precision. This speaks to the lasting impact these conversations had.
Our partners the Collectif National des victimes de Centrafrique and the Mouvement des survivant.es de violences sexuelles en Centrafrique, helped mobilise the survivors. Their presence was a reminder of the importance of national voices in shaping the path forward for reparations in CAR.
Looking ahead
The survivors’ recommendations are clear: free and accessible healthcare, economic support, and genuine justice. As we continue to advocate for their rights, it is essential that we listen to their needs and ensure that their dignity is reignited through real, lasting change.